Today was one of those days nobody wants to endure, but everybody has to experience at some point in their lives. It was a funeral and it wasn't even immediate family; in fact, it wasn't even blood family at all...but it was extremely painful!
The central force of the little village (El Doradito) we've been working emanates from Consepcion and her family. Yesterday her father, Santorino who was 62 years old, passed away and today he was buried. Santorino had been in poor health for the past 3 or 4 years due to a stroke and then a fall that caused a broken hip which was never set. After the stroke he lost much of his speech capabilities and after his fall he slowly lost all of his ability to walk. During the time he was still able to walk he would often struggle to make his way down to wherever we happened to be working to just watch us. Whenever I or anyone would stop to speak with him his face would shine like the noonday sun. Despite his maladies he was always in good spirits and was revered by the entire village; to the point that most simply referred to him as "Abuelo" or grandfather! His passing literally touches everyone in this tiny village, because he displayed what so many of us find difficult: high spirits in the face of torturous physical suffering! Some would tell you that Santorino wasn't saved, that he hadn't accepted the Lord; but I'm not so sure about that. I would almost swear I could see Jesus in his smile, in his demeanor, in his aura. I feel fairly certain that there was ample evidence of the Holy Spirit working inside of Santorino even if he didn't, or couldn't communicate that to us.
When we arrived at the cemetery Dulce, one of the granddaughters Consepcion is raising, took my hand and said, "come see where my mother is buried." Five years ago Dulce's mother was murdered in a robbery and since then she and her sister have been raised by Consepcion. Reaching the gravesite Consepcion pointed to the weed covered area with a few crosses poking above the weeds and said, "there is my daughter and here are my two sisters." Clearly this would be a pain-filled day. Now we all moved to the gravesite for Santorino.
Burials here are not like in the states...here there is no embalming so the odor is overwhelming and everything is makeshift and hurried. Some men were still removing dirt from the grave as the pick-up pulled up with Santorino's casket in the back. Encircling the casket with two ropes, four men hauled the casket from the pickup to the open grave and some women began to sing funeral dirges. There were no words spoken, no gestures made; they simply began to lower the casket down into the earth and then shovel by shovel they covered over the life of Santorino. With the reality of the end setting in Consepcion began to wail and to collapse. Many gathered around her trying to comfort her, while some of us prayed, but all was to no avail. Her remorse was overcoming her and she became more and more hysterical. And as she became more hysterical her daughter and granddaughters became more and more frightened. It was painful!
Consepcion is the spiritual gyroscope for this village...they see her strength daily, they watch as she endures through her prayers and her faith, and they gain strength from her. As they watched her unravel in grief you could almost see fear and uncertainty washing over them. For me, it etched in stone how vitally important it is for us to sow the words of Jesus into this village so they can endure the trials that are coming their way! They desperately need to be weened away from depending upon their matriarch and guided to the Father in heaven! Perhaps today will be a day of new beginnings for them, perhaps today will help them to see the truth of needing Jesus for themselves, perhaps today will bring about a communal healing for this tiny village that will truly turn them into the body of Christ! Pray for Consepcion and her family; but pray for this village, as well.
As we were driving back we received a call telling us that a 12 year old girl from the village had been tortured and murdered in San Pedro Sula this morning. Maria, a young girl who had stumbled into the snare of gang membership, was stabbed repeatedly with a fingernail file to where she was almost unrecognizable and then
HUNG!!! Let that sink in for a moment...
HUNG! In the 21st century, in the Western Hemisphere:
HUNG! Displayed publicly to send a message... It makes me sick to my stomach to know that this news will not illicit much, if any, response from the citizens of San Pedro and the surrounding areas. Why? Because it's so commonplace here. People are calloused to death, to senseless killings...the notice of her death, and it's manner, will not be read anymore than the next day's weather report! What does that say about the spiritual condition of this country and the people living here? And it's not just the natives who are calloused, it's not just the unsaved; it's the churches and even the missionaries also. It's the schools, the government, the whole fiber of this country and those of us who live here are in danger of becoming hardened.
So much senseless killing grows spiritual apathy like moisture grows cultures in a petry dish. It's the 'what can I do syndrome'? Recently I tried to stir up some churches to enter into a commitment of prayer and fasting. I visited several churches, large and small, several denominations, men's groups, convocational meetings, TV stations...all to no avail!
Why? I believe we're becoming duped into believing we're powerless to do anything about the hold evil has on Honduras; and it eats at me! How can we be powerless? Did not Jesus tell us in Matt. 28:18-20 that He had all power on heaven and earth and He was sending us to teach, baptize, and make disciples? Again in Matt. 16:19 He told us He would give us the keys to the Kingdom of heaven and we could bind and loose! With these promises how can we be powerless? The totality of the presence of evil here slowly grows a veil over our hearts, and I believe that although we continue to do good deeds, continue to share the Word; we grow disconsolate and apathetic! We don't do all that we could be doing, all that we're called to do; we come up short and rationalize it away with our myriad of excuses.
We need your prayers, we need to be strengthened so we can help to strengthen others.
Today was just a day like every other day here in Honduras; and that is the danger of it!!! It's become the norm and we accept it! If we are to overcome the evil that is resident here, we need an army of intercessors and we need you now! Make a commitment to lift the people of Honduras in a breath prayer daily. Lift the children, the youth, the adults, the unsaved, the saved, the missionaries...all of us need you.
Thank you for your faithfulness; we lean on you!